I told myself it was time
Time to let go
Time to move on
Little did I know my heart would refuse
Pounding at my chest
Clawing its way out to meet you
Our eyes would meet
Being me I’d turn away coyly
While your gaze stood still
Seeing right through my facade
I though what we had was powerful
We could destroy the gods if we wanted to
although maybe it was all in my head.
Maybe I was deceived by my own needs
Because I struggle even till this day to understand
Why you did the things you did,
Said the things you said
It contradicted everything I knew about love
But then again what did I know?
I told myself it was time
Time to let go
Time to move on
Because as moments passed
Your gaze began trailing away
your eyes began meeting hers
If only you would have said from the beginning
You had no interest from the start
Maybe then my heart would stop pounding
Knowing its already torn apart.
