I told myself it was time

Time to let go

Time to move on

Little did I know my heart would refuse

Pounding at my chest

Clawing its way out to meet you

Our eyes would meet

Being me I’d turn away coyly

While your gaze stood still

Seeing right through my facade

I though what we had was powerful

We could destroy the gods if we wanted to

although maybe it was all in my head.

Maybe I was deceived by my own needs

Because I struggle even till this day to understand

Why you did the things you did,

Said the things you said

It contradicted everything I knew about love

But then again what did I know?

I told myself it was time

Time to let go

Time to move on

Because as moments passed

Your gaze began trailing away

your eyes began meeting hers

If only you would have said from the beginning

You had no interest from the start

Maybe then my heart would stop pounding

Knowing its already torn apart.